andrew and esther *
Friday, February 24, 2006 <3 i want your smile (:
i just don't what school at SAJC will be like without Andrew. i's practically stuck onto him lahs. =x We meet at every possible break we have together, go to school and home together every school day, band together. yeahh. i feel so lost and lonely without him. Maybe i should try to be more sociable and stop being so dependant on Andrew. =x hahas.
Yahs, but anyway this week has just been as great! and yea dear, you did make my life so much more colourful! =)) thanks for everything, really. oh oh, and that chain [the key to your heart thingy, lols] you bought for me is reallyreally NICE! thank you, Andrew!! And now, you end up broke for the rest of the month, silly. you shouldn't have. now, i have to support you already. hahas`=p
hope you like the "The Body Shop" almond nail and cuticle balm i bought for you, which sort of made me broke too. haha. i love those kind of stuff, but never could bear to splurge so much on myself; only for you! Most importantly, hope it makes your cuticles better, so that they won't bleed again! =x
lols. this reminds me, we both skipped lunch yesterday cause we were both broke! it's so funny. we both made each other broke. which also reminds me, my handphone bill for this month was apalling; shocking and unbelievably high. $9o! not my record, but it was pretty shocking still. could have bought the nike bag i want and more with that money lahs! stupid mee. i want a change of subscription plans! =( *sobs* -looking on stupefied as my money happily flies away into the hands of Singtel-
ANYWAY, thanks so much dear for bothering so much about me- the amkss alumni band, and the borrowing of the bari.sax . yeaa, i know you have my interests at heart, so how can i ever blame or hate you lehs? don't ever say that again yah? btw, sorry if i'm always sooo fickle minded, or have no mind of my own. or if i don't ever get what you are driving at sometimes, or not sensitive enough. =( must always tell me, keas. well, like i said, there are still plenty of much more eligible "candidates" out there for you..
oh yar. saturday band practices are the same for me too. Good partly because i can finally go for church on friday nights, and still see Andrew on Saturday [dreadful weekends]! But having to wake up early on the only day i can sleep late is pretty terrible business too. i will officially have no days to laze in bed anymore from 4thMarch. boooo...=x oh, budden, we'll be able to have lunch together. hmms..you know what? i think we shouldn't just keep sticking to each other. Maybe we can eat out as a section or something? hahaa...occasionally lah. hehs. just a suggestion, i suddenly thought of. yarps, it would be nice to socialize around with bandmembers. =D
ahh! Did i see "study sessions"? Andrew's going to force me to study? bleaaahhss. that's all i can say. =x hehs. okays lars. yea lars. just for Andrew, lazy pig Esther will study! ooh yeah! must do some big planning to get those As! (lalalahs` in my dreams!) but yeah, we'll be focussed and disciplined people yah? just do our best, that would be more than enough.=) hehehs. "A"level chinese results will be released on Wednesday wor! so exciting. all the best dear! go get that distinction! ;p
hahas` today's sectionals was just totally slack and hilarious! hmm..shall choose not to comment on what exactly happened to protect the reputation of the people involved. HAHs. Andrew...your section ah..=x anyway got lots to work on for my playing. waahs` jiayou to mee..
hmm.andrew.. don't always get so pissed off by your parents okay? will ya promise me that? it does no one any good to get upset. you've always got to look at the reason behind things, and even if they're unreasonable, they are still your parents. yah?
the Bible says : 1 Children, obey your parents in the Lord, for this is right. 2 "Honor your father and mother" - which is the first commandment with a promise- 3 "so that it may go well with you and that you may enjoy long life on the earth. -Ephesians 6:1-3-
you might not understand why they do things. But it's because they love you and are concerned about you and ultimately, they do what they think is good for you. Or maybe you don't agree with what they do, but seeing that they are your parents, you've got to respect them. I understand sometimes it's still difficult not to get all angry with them.
* 1 A gentle answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word stirs up anger.-Proverbs15:1-*
But try to look on the brighter side of things. At least you've still got parents to nag at you still, to guide you along. parents who still care about you. parents who are proud to say that you are thier child. at least you've got parents! =) try to reason with yourself and calm yourself down instead of getting so hot-headed, yea? that'll do good to yourself too, you noee.
*13 A happy heart makes the face cheerful, but heartache crushes the spirit.-Proverbs15:13-*
whatever's worrying you, you can turn your worries to the Lord. He would be more than glad to share them with you! God is an Almighty, for He is God. Nothing is impossible for Him, as long as you have faith and believe! Not only will he carry your burdens, but also solve them for you through your constant prayer!
* 25 "Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes?......33 But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.-Matthew6- *
ahh, i know i'm so long winded and all. And you might not agree with me, but i just don't want to keep seeing you getting into a bad mood because of this. smile dear! =D
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esther ;
neveralone ;11:48 PM
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